Story with SUJU!

Friday, November 7

Girlfriends had gone to macDonalds for breakfast before they went to ATC Camp. I can't go. Asthma is out.Fever is out. What is left is my cough and my flu plus body acheness. Stupid larr i can't go for ATC Camp. I already bought my stuffs for the camp and suddenly not well to go for it. Then how? I can't be promoted to Staff Sergeant. How great is that!?! Ok whatever. You know what? Its kind of making me feel down when I view my NPCC babes blogs saying that they will be going to Ubin today while i'm stuck here,at home.Especially Erna's post :-

Atikah dear!
Sadly, you're not attending ATC.Urgh! its gonna be supper bored without you melatar-ing =) Stupid fever!Haiz, get well soon aites.
Met u just now and i touched ur hand, damn warm sia.Hopefully, China trip would be better.Nov 22-28 yay!
Neways, SNSD Factory Girl Ep 5 is Out,
watch it if you havent =D
Take Care!
Ouh! I wanna cry! I seriously gonna swear myself again man for being sick! Heck lah!

In the morning around 8am, dad asked me whether I am well enough to go for the camp because he said if I don't go for it I won't be promoted. I should have said yes instead of no! He's quite supportive sometimes. Like these kind of situation. I wanted to say yes at first, but come to think of it, I have not pack my bag for the camp.He asked me 2 hours before they fall in at school at 10 am. Yeah i know that two hours is find for me to pack my bag, but i'm just worried.Worried about something that i seriously don't know what was it. My health? My stuffs? My friends? My Family?
I DON'T KNOW!!!!
Anyway girlfriends,have fun at ATC.
You owe me a story.
Maisara,Liyana and Saifuddin, work hard for sonore. I'll be cheering for you at home =)

Met Erna and Syafiqah yesterday straight after I went to the doctor.Waited for them near the traffic light for about half an hour? haha! nvm. Passed Azillah the original copy of my MC to give to form teacher and the photocopied MC to Erna to give it to Sir for the reason of why I'm not going to ATC Camp. Erna and Syafiqah said that we will be going to China,Kunming trip on 22 Nov to 28 Nov. Great. I don't have any money right now to pay for the trip. Dad just started working at his new place just a few days ago and I have to pay for the trip myself because our family's savings are all gone since dad stopped working 3 months ago.Gosh! i seriously dunno what to do?!